I’m giving myself 24 hours to be upset. Hopefully by tomorrow morning I’ll feel fine.
I need to remind myself that everything has its own time and place, and that I am not the bad guy. Sure, I made mistakes, but I cannot force my emotions to be one way or another. They are the way they are and it sucks but I can’t help it.
So, I’ve got just over 18 more hours to grieve and then I’m moving on.