Today marks the day that I AM MAKING A CHANGE IN MY LIFE. I woke up knowing that if I want to be happy in my life and make other people happy in my life, then I AM THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO MAKE A CHANGE. Today The Lord has helped me see that I must open my heart. I must open my heart to Him, and to Jay, and to my family, and to my friends. NO LONGER WILL I SUPPORT MY PREVIOUS LIFESTYLE AS A CYNICAL, GUARDED BEING. With LOVE in my heart, I will move forward. It will not be easy, but this decision today is what begins it all.